The birds that are still here seem not to notice as they
peck the tree and eat from our feeder.
The squirrels eat corn from the tray we put out, their tails
pulled tightly over their backs and around them like a big fur coat. They still
romp after one another around the frozen tree and scamper across the blanket of
snow with relative ease. Where do they go?
Jays and crows also like the corn. What do the robins eat?
They seem happy and healthy as they fly about from branch to branch, but there
are no worms.
I see the tracks of rabbits in the snow below and wonder
where they go. What do they find to eat? I see tunnels that lead beneath the
snow and wonder whose labyrinth they lead to. The surface is white and
featureless. Barren and cold. Perhaps there is a whole world of life under that
surface we cannot see.
I stay safely behind the glass and wonder, “How are all the
creatures of nature so very bold?”
I think about things I cannot know. They do not seem to care
at all about these things. Perhaps in their silent evenings in hiding, they too
contemplate the universe. Who knows? I read something recently that asked, “Can
we be more like them?” I suppose I am thankful we are not, because I am warm
and dry as I watch them forage in this frigid environment.
Is thinking a trade-off for bliss? We create our own
environment and bring life to us. In exchange we worry, ponder, want, seek,
think, dream and strive for more. More money, more knowledge, more comfort, more
understanding, more peace, more land, more everything, often figuring out how
to take it from someone else, though we should know that abundance is infinite.
They, nature’s creatures, are not so much different than we
are. They too fight over the food that is available and chase others away when
they can, even though it is always there and always full, every day, all year
long. They do this even in the warmer months when food is plentiful. The fear
of want pervades all creatures, I suppose, and the greed of the powerful overwhelms
the desire of the weak at every layer of nature. It is the way we are all
trained, perhaps from before our birth.
Perhaps we will learn to be patient. Perhaps we will learn
that joy, wealth, and happiness, as we individually define them, are in
infinite abundance and we need not take from one in order to have what we need.
Every great wise man and woman has preached this for many thousands of years,
and yet it has not sunk in yet, really at any level of our society. Why is
that?
Perhaps even I will learn those lessons someday. Today does
not feel like one of those days.
It has been a long week . . . I take one last look out my
window at the squirrel who seems to look up at me, and the birds flitting about
the feeder, and the white expanse beyond, and think, “God bless nature’s
creatures. I’m going to make a sandwich . . . “
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